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1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say I love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

19. Tell her she’s beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25-Kiss her in front of OTHER people you know!

26- Don’t lie to HER.

27-DON’T cheat on her.

28-Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29-Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work, and how much you MISS her.

30- Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her). I personally love to be kissed on the forehead, it does the same thing (please remember that B)

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Don’t EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible,MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41.Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS.

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.

45. Tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her you’ll never know when she needs just a little more love.

Please Spread this message so the men in your life will know how to treat a girl, a little bit better.

~*KJ*~

B is in DSM for the night, first night of a 3 day. Barely talked to him.. but hey I guess whats what happens when you are a big ol’ captain on the bottom of the list.

He had two high speeds before tonight so he was tired when I talked to him at 2130. He had already taken a nap by mistake. He is so cute when he is tired. However I don’t think I’m going to be to sad about not seeing him on Sunday when he is done! The last day of four and five days can be rough, this is the last day of 6days on duty. Watch out!

Today was a pretty good day that the hospital for me, we only had one procedure in my room all day, which after the week of running with my head cut off and recovering from a cold, I was happy about.  Made for a long day, and having a suduko puzzle I couldn’t get made it worse.

So I started making calls today about going to a therapist. Turns out its expensive!! And its hard to call people on a Friday at 1630-1700! LOL. So I’ll start over on Monday.

Anyway, Tomorrow looks like a day of laundry and unpacking the few boxes I have left to unpack. Also a trip to Target and Sam’s Club. If I get around to it!

Sunday, I’ll probably study my chapter on facial bones some more, and then maybe If B is really nice, I’ll go down to MSP to see B, his parents and his son.

Okay folks, thats all Have a good weekend!

KJ

In April B and I went to Florida to visit my cousin. We had a blast.

Before and after my trip, myself and 3 “friends” were looking into getting a place to live together for this year. I got a call one night saying the four of us need to talk, so I agreed. I ended up going to one of the girls places and basically walked into a big talk about me, and jess, the one i was living with at the time. The other two had basically been put in the middle and had had enough. However, they basically choose Jess’s side and have left me out to dry. Even though Steph and I were really close.

So here I am again Living alone and loving it. HOWEVER!! I’m so sick of feeling like I have no friends, except when they are having an issue.

To make it worse…B has upgraded to captain, back to 10 days off and is based in Detroit now, not Minneapolis. and he has to go to Ohio on his days off still has his son is still out there. So B has no more weekends off, I’m at clinicals almost all every day, and now when I’m not at the hospital as a student I will be working. So seeing him is going to be almost impossible. And he doesn’t seem to think you can drive from Minneapolis to here. Like the road only goes one way. He had a high speed last night and doesn’t fly until 8 am, tonight would have been a good time to hang out, but he has things to do. Like I don’t all the times I make trips to him!!! But I do it, because I want to spend time with him. Seems as though that is a one way thing as well lately. He had all day to get his things done, then he could have came up for a little bit and drove back, its only an hour drive, and I do it quite a bit!!! However, when I bring it up all he says is I’ve been doing things, and still have things to do!! I just don’t get it.

I don’t understand what is so wrong with me that people in general don’t like to hang out with me. I don’t think I smell, I don’t need anything from people but companionship. I’m smart, and I’m not THAT ugly, I’m by no means hot, but on my good days, i don’t think i look to bad.

IF anyone out there has gone through this how did you make it through?? I’m sick of only having “friends” because that person needs something from me, or because no one else was around. I just don’t get it….HELP!!!!!

Okay, well thats enough!

I just needed an outlet thanks for letting me vent, maybe tomorrow will be better!

As for this coming weeks events,

Valentine’s Day! B was already given his present, I got him a grill pan for his gas stove top. He enjoyed it I like to think. Anyway we won’t be together on the 14th as he has to be at a custody hearing. So I’m a little bummed about that as it is cutting into my time with him. He was also suppose to work the 14th, but had to do some switching. Turned out that scheduling was willing to work with him. SURPRISE SURPRISE!

However, we will be together on Tuesday and a little bit of the day on Wednesday. I’m hoping he realizes how important this year is to me. I feel like we’ve kind of been drifting apart the last few months with all the custody stuff going on. Therefore I want our own special valentine’s day to be really romantic, and I hope he knows that. I’m not saying I want a ring and all that jazz, just maybe a gift and a date with a little bit of thought put into it. I’ve loved my flowers the last two years, but He uses his american express points to buy them, and this year I want something more, unexpected I guess.

Anyway,
I have to be up at 6 for clinicals so I’m off to bed. Have a wonderful night.

Anyway, B and I had a pretty stressful few hours on Saturday. I supposedly said something in a way that created a scene at target, when all I did was ask him what he was doing. I was wondering why he wasn’t getting the bags out of the cart. He went ahead and informed me of the fact that I created a scene, which in turned almost caused another one. Before this happened I wanted to hold his hand while we were shopping, and he informed me I was creating a scene then as well. That just really upset me, I took it more as he was embarrassed to hold my hand or something.  Anyway  I told him when we got in the car, that I was done, I didn’t want to deal with him or his all mighty attitude anymore.

I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching lately and praying about our relationship, if this is what God wants for me then I’m all about it but if its not I need a sign from him, and the way I’ve been treated lately is kind of in a way a sign, but then B goes and acts all sweet and lovely, then I take that as a sign I’m supposed to be with him. Its so frustrating!!!

Anyway I told B that he gets one more chance to not think before he says something that he knows will upset me, and then I’m done for sure. I think he respects that, and hopefully he won’t mess up cuz I love him so much!

Anyway, So I’ll be packing all week I’m moving and getting a roommate as I said, so you’ll probably hear more about that later.

I’m off to bed I’ve been feeling hung over all day, YET ONLY HAD HALF A BEER LAST NIGHT. So I don’t so much think its a hang over!

Have a Good night!!

KJ

Let me take you back a few months to November. November 4th to be exact, B’s son turns 2. A week prior, we had our 2 year anniversary. If that isn’t tough enough.

A day before Thanksgiving a get a call from B telling me his son has been put into foster care. (Prior to this son’s mom has had custody). B can’t fix the situation until the Monday after because it being a holiday weekend and all social services is closed. Turns out son (we’ll call him A) was outside NAKED in the cold tundra of the midwest (closer to canada then anything else) in November. Anyway A is okay now, however he is in B’s custody. Now B being a FO almost at his two year mark, can not provide the correct child care while at work for A. So A is now with B’s parents 4 states away.

This has created a few problems for us.

1) B has to split all his free time from work between me here and A four states away, which is about 3 days a week.

2) I’m now starting to feel resentment and anger towards B for having a child with another woman, other than being a little let down before that I wouldn’t have his first child, this is new. I don’t think I’ve ever been this upset about something that was needless to say just a mistake.

3) B and I fight alot now because of reason number 2. When I tell him I need more time than a day every week, which is about what I get, and the random 5 min phone calls here and there every day or so. He pulls the whole “what do you want me to do card” and other than telling him I need more time, I don’t know how he can fix it! BUT I NEED HIM TOO!!!

Tonight put me over the edge, when since Aug. we’ve been talking about taking a trip, and I tried to discuss it with him this weekend and was under the impression that he would be able to come. So tonight when I went to book my ticket (Spring Break season, I need to make sure I get there and get home on time!) He tells me if he can come it won’t be for the whole week. I’m just so full of anger towards the best guy in the whole world and even the cutest kid in the whole world, I don’t know what to do!

How do I get him to understand the pain I’m going through. Throughout our relationship, I’ve never had to share my time with anyone but the job. Now I’m splitting it with traveling to where A is and work and me. Its painful telling him I understand, when really I do, but I don’t think its fair, or when he asks me if his schedule is fine and telling him “no you can’t go see your son”. Thats tough, and not something I’m made to do.

SIGH

Are boys just really that emotionally clueless? Even the sensitive ones? And of coarse, my parents are worried about me but they don’t know what it feels like to go through this alone, neither do my friends. And don’t forget I’m trying to make it at my 40+ hour a week internship that includes classes and exams every freaking week!!! (I even have a final tomorrow) I’m so stressed out over my relationship that my studies are slacking. I’m really beginning to think I need therapy and medication to get through. That is not how I planned my life. And I don’t’ like planning it without B either.

Thats enough for tonight, I’ve calmed down a bit, maybe enough to even sleep.

Good night, and if you have any advice, please feel free to comment!

ps. still no ring!

B and I are still going strong. Better than ever I suppose. I still have my moments where I think I can’t do it anymore, but I get over them. I’m actually doing much better at understanding that pilots do not have strict schedules. At least I think I’m doing better.

Its been rough not having him available to see me on the weekends though. He would rather have a better schedule then weekends off. Which I understand however, as a student It would be nice to have him around on the weekends sometimes. My roommates seem to agree this week. I was rudely told this past week that if I wanted to see him It would have to be someplace other than the apartment.

However as it is finals weeks…I say weeks because I’m taking classes at a few different schools…this sucks. So now my parents are providing a hotel for B so I can see him. And when I should be getting a good nights sleep in my own bed I’ll be sleeping in some hotel’s crappy bed the night before a test. But I understand them But I don’t think they are being fair since they flaunt their boyfriends around all the time.

Anyway this is where I suggest DO NOT LIVE WITH EXTENDED FAMILY EVER!!! This would not be so hard to deal with if it wasn’t my cousin.

PS and By The Way if this post seems random its because I’m trying to remember all that I had written before I lost my post and Had to re do it.

Any I’m about ready to move about 3 weeks left and then its time to be a bum until I find out what school I got into and then If all goes the way I plan I’ll be living in the same city as B. Which will be a change As we’ve always had a long distance relationship.

But seeing as how I had one long post and had to redo it and its finals week number 1 I’m going to head out and study! I promise to do a better job posting.

Take Care and Safe Flying!